pain in happiness.

i have a lot of friends ,cousins greeting  me and its awesome.

a day before my birthday, i have a fight with him. he's doing stupid things and

it pissed me off.

half an hour before my birthday

i have a fight with someone special

a hour after my birthday

i cried and cried

i have two phonecalls last night

 i'm just sick of everything

and its not supposed to be happen on my birthday.

my stomach is empty and i have no appetite to eat anything

my credit is finished 

$0 .02 cent left.

my eyes were swollen and i have to pretend

that i'm happy on my birthday.

'nafas cinta' 

a story starring awie wings cheer me up a lil bit this morning.

my bestfriend zubai, call to greet me 

i was on the phone with enoy and leeyah

my girls sudah greet me 

and i feel happy 

i feel down

and i'm not feeling well

theres something bothering me

i sleep at 3 this morning 

crying and thinking on my bed

and i think its stupid because

it should be a happy day.

anyway

happy birthday to me. [;

thanks to those people who greeted me .i appreciate all of you.

i'm hurt and i'm happy in the same time.

i feel down, down ,down.