My bio.

Kapok/ Lumapas, Brunei
i'm a student in SMB. i'm not a patient person, and i can get angry easily. but yeah, i'm a good friend. :) i'm in love.

Jumaat, 18 Februari 2011

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Sekian lama hidupku merana,
menantimu yang tak pasti, ku
korbankan sgalanya, semua kerana
harapan yang kau beri.
Tiada guna lagi tuk menanti, hidupku harus ceria, saatku tertawa gembira,
seperti dulu kala.
Kini hatiku sudah sepi, tiada kamu didalamnya, namun sentiasa ada
ruang, untukmu mengisi kesepian.
Hatiku cukup terluka, biarlah terubat
semula, biarlah ku pergi darimu,
melupakan kenangan lalu.
Takkan ku tangisimu lagi, ku relakan
hati ini, untuk yang lebih berhak memiliki dan menjaganya.

):

The way i felt for you i felt it was
very true, Before you came along,
my life seemed all wrong. But you
came along and dried my tears, you
took away ever fret and every fear.
You broke through my darkness and
shined some light like the sun you
filled me with a warm delight.
You seemed to erase my past and i
swore our love would forever last.
But today you told me what i feared,
you told me that our end neared,
you said the pain was too great and
if i was to say something, it was
already too late. You said you would
miss my gentle touch but you did
not want to talk again because the
pain was too much. You said you
were not right for me, you wanted
me to spread my wings and be free.
You said
" i want you to have the
best, cant you see?
I dont want to let
you go but this is how it has to be.
You are everything i've ever wanted.
It was to you my problems i
confronted. Please forget what we
had and baby, please dont be sad.
Please dont cry. Please, please just
try. I love you and i know you love
me too "
you turned around and
slowly walked away. The pain was
so great that 'i love you', i was
unable to say.
Over and over in my head. It
repeated all the things that you said. I
then remember that you told me to
forget you and our love. But how
could i forget something i knew was
sent from up above.
I knew that you wanted me to move
on, and that you would want me to
stay strong. And for you, i will do
that. Just leave my life where it is at
and then start a new one to shine
and fill me with that delight. I will find
a new sun. I will find someone that
you would want for me. Someone
as perfect as you.